Some aspects of my life

are pretty darn good right now. Besides the fact of my four failing grades, and my arrest, everything is pretty great. I feel like my dad and I have gotten closer. He's really trying hard, and I have to respect that. And I do respect him now, when I didn't before, because he handled things extremely better than usual. I was even being a bitch to him on purpose, totally being a disrepectful teen, and he didn't yell or hit. I was really proud. I know that sounds wack, but I'm just happy he's getting better.

Life is pretty enjoyable at this moment. I'm just nervous as fuck for my courtdate. :/ I've never faced a judge before, and if the judge is anything like judge judy, I'm fucked. I don't like to talk, much less explain myself to a judge. Intimidation will get the best of me. I have no idea what to say or how to act or dress. It's such a nusience. But I did the crime.

As for all the trouble with Tonya, I can honestly say I'm over it. She comes to my lunch and I don't feel intimidated anymore. We made eye contact for the first time since it all went down today. And she talked to me, she called us skippers as she passed me in the hall, like in a laughing friend way. I was just like yeah okay.