New inspiration:

Buddha.

Today, while reading up on him and his writings, I found what truth his words hold. I found many of his quotes I related to, and I really am serious about looking more into the religion. Not that I want to follow it, but that I just want to know the truth about it. I love just knowing things, and religion is at the top of my interests. But anyway, my favorite quote so far:

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."

It relates so much to my life lately. Anger will no longer control me. It causes me to hurt the ones I love and in return hurt me. I'm done with letting anger rule me. I'm not an angry person, but when I get angry, it's like full blown rage. Throwing and breaking things, yelling and screaming, those things aren't who I am anymore. Anger does not define me, not anymore.