Change is soon upon me.

Tonya talked to me today. She wanted to hang out. I was like wow that's crazy. I don't really know what to think of it yet. So I'm not sure how to react.

I've been having these crazy vivid dreams. And I'm always half awake when I'm dreaming them. It's really odd.

Meg kinda broke down this morning when we were skipping. I felt terrible :/ Because I am the cause of it all. And she felt bad for taking her stress out on us. She said she wants to be happier and less angry all the time. I love her so much I just want to make it all better and make her happy. :(

I've decided I am going to start going to fifth period from now on. I need to do well in that class. Well I NEED to do well in all of my classes. But I can only allow myself to fail first and second, because those are the classes I am worst at. I shouldn't be failing fifth, it's English, my best subject. School is really stressing me out lately, and not because I have a lot of work, but because I have to get back on track, which is extremely hard.