A Dream Of The Past And Present.

I am starting a new blog. It will represent my fresh start. For all things new. I have a new mind set, and a new out look. I will no longer be held back by the people that "love me". I am finished with all of those who were more hurt than help. And I am thankful for the ones who were there. The ones who actually cared.

So this past week I have been sick. More than just a cold, but absolutely sick. It is not swine, thank goodness. But anyways, I am feeling a lot better today, and I have been thinking about things a lot lately, and I have come to this conclusion: Start fresh, forget the rotten past.

School this year did not start off well, I got suspended the first day and then I skipped a few days for fourth and fifth to hang out with Megan because she didn't have anyone in her lunch. So Now I have to get back on track and really try this year. I'm not sure what will happen with my life, but I want to make sure I have the means to choose.

That's why I cannot slack this year. Well last year I just didn't care the least for school or for making good grades. And it's not that I all of the sudden care about school, but I care about me.
And about my dreams.

I have been really down in these past few weeks. It seemed like nothing good was coming out of anything. It was as though only bad was coming my way. And I hate the negativity. I had to get some positive flowing my way. And it is all about how you look at things. You can find good and bad in everything. You just need to know where to look to find what you're looking for.

Today I am feeling amazing, and I can feel fall creeping up on me. I am super excited for fall, winter, and the holidays. It's my favorite time of year. Especially in Florida, where fall isn't really fall, and winter is more of a fall. But anyways, back onto my point. I have a good outlook on things, and I know that no matter what happens, it will always get better.